Ok so here I go...
Lets see, the most prevalent thing on my mind right now is girls, shocker... but I am confused. I go through dry spells, then meet a bunch of really cool girls all at the same time. Problem is I have to weed through them to figure out which ones are the genuine ones and which are just using me for something. I mean deep down we know everyone uses someone for something, whether it be companionship, motivation, money, sex, we do it, its human nature.
There is the girl who isnt exactly my type, but seems like the logical choice, mature, smart, funny, sarcastic, all around pretty awesome AND she thinks Im cute...
Then there is the girl who on paper (more specifically text and on the computer) seems to be perfect, I mean everything about her is my type, from appearance to what she wants in a partner, but when talking, its pretty clear that although she meets all of my qualifications, I dont meet hers, yet she keeps me around, good reason to assume she is using me for something...
Then there is the girl who I truly enjoy talking to, enjoy the conversations, she has expressed interest, but there are certain things I cant get passed and never will.
There is also an ex, who seems to stay involved in my life enough that she pops right back in at the last second before Ive totally written her off, as if to remind me she still holds the power, and as much as I dont think she does, my actions say otherwise.
And there is the girl who something almost happened, but then it didnt because she had far too much baggage in my opinion, but there is still clearly something there, regardless on if either one of us wants to admit it...
So great there are all these girls, yet Im single, and still on my quest for "The One". Some people seem to think that there isnt just one person, and others are as much a hopeless romantic as I am. But really when it comes down to it, Im not giving up hope on finding my forever. The girl who people compliment when she is all dressed up, but I think she looks sexy with sweats on, the girl who makes me laugh in the middle of a fight, the one who there is an intense amount of passion with, who knows how to keep me in check, who can be the life of the party or my companion on the couch. Someone to quote Mean Girls with or dance the night away with.
Ok thats all for now...
Peace out girl scout(er)s
boo, you whore
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Hmmm, did my forever leave a comment?
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